Personal Blog: Operation Change

If you want the most updated blog by me- Tilly Rivers, then I recommend that you connect with me either through Yahoo, or Facebook.

I have been writing on my yahoo blog everyday, it is my hope to post an entry everyday for a year, called "Operation Change"

How do you connect?

1. To connect with me on yahoo- my email address is tilly_rivers {@} yahoo.ca

2. Because my Yahoo account is connected to Facebook and Twitter- you can either follow me on Twitter: MainStreetMag- or facebook: www.facebook.com/riverstilly ( or just click on the facebook profile badge here.)

While I do, and will continue to post on this blog, and my other sites, Yahoo/pulse is the most updated.

Peace

~T~

Flying into the Mist

Flying into the Mist

Copyright 2010, Tilly Rivers

I lose myself in what I do. The walls of my office fade, the click of finger to computer key become a magickal formula, a comfort, for I am about to fly into the mist.

At times I know not where the mist will take me, nor do I fret about the journey for I know this is my world, I belong here. I am home. The mist pulls me often and at odd moments, three A.M. or in the middle of lunch, it matters not, the call pulls me in, and I willing go.

Time goes by unnoticed while I am here, the sun could be shining or there could be a great blowing storm outside my window and I would not be aware, care not, I am one with the mist now.

The world of words beckons me, and I merge, here I create the enchantment, long or short-stories- it matters not. Am I a warrior princess today- or a hero saving the world? Am I a witch or a seductress? Maybe both. The keys on the computer tap rapidly, words materialize, and a new world of prose is born.

Alas, the story is about to come to a close. Long before I type those final two words, I am sad, I grieve my new friends, miss them already, with a pause and a whisper of good bye I type ‘the end’.

The mist becomes fainter and I return, the walls once again focus, I look out the window, I look at the clock. For a moment I just sit, reacquainting myself with reality. I smile. Knowing that the pull will return, new worlds and new friends will be invented.

This is me, I was born to write. My name is Tilly Rivers, and I fly into the mist.

Remembrance Day Soldier Cries (Soldier_Song)

Focus and Goals

I have recently begun a quest regarding focus and goals. With the winding down of yet another year I have a tendency to reflect- decide what was right, and what was wrong.

Balance would be good for me- it was either very very right, or very very wrong- smiles- hmmm- giggles-I guess that was balance- opposite ends of the extreme scale.

So what are the changes...the focus?

I have made a decision to stop writing, at least in the fashion that most are use to seeing from me. The erotica section of my life has a “closed” sign posted on it. That and modelling, the truth is I am having more fun being behind a camera then in front these days. I am, in fact, having a serious love affair with my camera.

My law course will be completed soon, I have this term and one more to complete and that will be done. What shall I use it for? *shrugs shoulders* what will be will be...

Rain Enterprises is downsizing, we are winding downsizing some sections of the organization while adding a new adventure; The RavenLily Group in the new year.

I will continue to focus on my health, and do what it takes to be healthy, add some more trips to the gym, meditate and yoga. Super-size my emotional, mental and spiritual self as well.- Trust me, that takes a lot of focus- giggles- me and normal don't work for the most part- but that is just part of who I am.

I have taken up rereading the classics. My Mom read them to me when I was young, and I find peace and comfort in the memories. I just finished “The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn” by Samuel Clements-aka Mark Twain.

I have the new kobo electronic reader, and I highly recommend it. I was not sure if I would like it, I am old school when it comes to books and reading- I read upside down in bed, in the bath- that sort of thing, I like intimate “reading”- and I find to my delight that I can do that with the kobo.

Focusing and renewing my walk as a Naturalist is important to me. I have written a teaching book about Naturalism, a project that is personal- not for retail.

It will be fun to do more interviews and go to more events for MSM. It is always exciting to learn about new people and be invited to share their passions.

So, yes, my life is still very full, but I am going to take more moments for me, I have lost a part of me, so many times I get caught up in 'things' that I forget to just laugh- love and be. For truly that is who I am.

So until the next entry... blessed be my friends, kisses on the wings of the wind to thee-from me!